~ Symptoms
and Response times exhibited by Subject
after introduction
to the
following Bio-Agents ~
EBOLA
-
Batch 47, Lot
15 |
high
fever, skin rash, vomiting blood, muscle rigidity, headache, chest
pain, palpitations. |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
13 Min. 16
Sec. |
AGENT
O -
Batch 12, Lot 7 |
blurred
vision, muscle atrophy, skin rash, soft tissue breakdown, seizures,
heart failure. |
Antidote
in T-Minus
22 Min. 29
Sec. |
HiV -
AUTOIMMUNE
Batch 40, Lot
10 |
dry cough,
profuse sweating, diarrhea, swollen lymph glands, skin mottling,
lesions. |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
42 Min. 8
Sec. |
SMALLPOX
-
Batch 16, Lot 8 |
pustular
rash, skin lesions,
high fever,
subdural
bleeding, muscle prostration |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
31 Min. 20
Sec. |
ANTHRAX
-
Batch 3, Lot 19 |
skin
lesions, vomiting blood, high fever, labored breathing, headache. |
Antidote
in T-Minus
11 Min. 3
Sec. |
TOXIN
D5 -
Batch 9, Lot 26 |
esophogeal
blistering, frothing at the mouth, extreme itching, bleeding from the
mucus membranes, vomiting, hallucinations, partial rigor mortis. |
Antidote
in T-Minus
53 Min. 17
Sec. |
DIPHTHERIA
-
Batch 15, Lot 4 |
high
fever, chills, constricted airway, blood poisoning, paralysis, heart
failure. |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
32 Min. 46
Sec. |
BIO-GEN
-
Batch 27, Lot
39 |
subcutaneous
bruising, swollen tongue and airway, bleeding from mucus membranes,
vomiting blood, high fever, blackening of skin. |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
58 Min. 30
Sec. |
ROTA/HANTAVIRUS
-
Batch 21, Lot 6 |
acute
vomiting, diarrhea, dehydration, high fever, severe weakness, shock. |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
19 Min. 0
Sec. |
TUBERCULOSIS
-
Batch 18, Lot 2 |
high
fever, bloody sputum,
profuse
sweating, soft tissue consumption |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
17 Min. 9
Sec. |
NERVE
GAS F4 -
Batch 11, Lot
23 |
seizures,
stroke, paralysis, frothing at the mouth, partial rigor mortis. |
Antidote
in T-Minus
50 Min. 42
Sec. |
SCARLET
FEVER -
Batch 8, Lot 18 |
weeping
rash, spots on throat, swollen glands, high fever, peeling skin,
difficulty swallowing |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
10 Min. 26
Sec. |
LEGACY
VIRUS -
Batch 22, Lot
13 |
dry cough,
profuse sweating, copious mucus, swollen lymph glands, high fever, skin
lesions. |
Antibodies
in T-Minus
87 Min. 45
Sec. |
NANOSPHERES
-
Batch 14, Lot 1 |
severe
itching, chest pain, dry cough, profuse sweating, subdural hemorrhage,
paralysis |
System
Purged in
T-Minus 92
Min. 8
Sec. |
Night and day had ceased to have any meaning.
They poked and prodded him around the clock, denying him even the most
basic comforts like water or sleep. After what seemed like an
eternity he felt the contents of yet another syringe being injected,
although this time directly into his shoulder,
and the fog hovering on the outskirts of his brain began to thicken,
making
it increasingly hard to think or respond. As the tension left his
body,
he sank into the blackness, secretly grateful for the respite from the
agony.
He would fight them again when he woke up, but for now, he desperately
wanted
- no, needed - to rest. Just for. . . a. . . . few. . .
. . minutes. . . . . .
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*/FLASH/*
Logan awakened with a jolt and immediately craned his neck to study his
surroundings. He was now in what appeared to be an operating
room,
completely naked and firmly cuffed to a cold metal table. As
before,
he was unable to move or release his claws but, unlike before, the
nausea
and persistent headache were gone and he was fully cognizant. In
fact,
his senses were more alert than they'd been in a long time. He
felt
almost 'hyper-aware', as if his healing factor was on overdrive.
Footsteps were approaching, stopping just outside the thick metal
doors. He easily picked up snippets of their animated
conversation, almost immediately regretting his heightened hearing...
"How's our organ donor faring?"
"Ready for harvesting, sir. His healing factor is currently at
126% capacity....much better than we initially anticipated. Quite
honestly, I'm amazed."
"His regenerative abilities are truly astounding. I've been
studying mutants for three decades, but I've never encountered anything
on this scale before."
"Sir, why was he never utilized in this way during his previous
captivity? Jesus, the black market sale of these organs could
singlehandedly support a third-world country....or even fund the next
World War!"
"Hmm, yes. We lost quite a few good men during his last stay with
us. Due to that and the necessary damage control - to say nothing
of
the extensive safety implementations - it took quite awhile to
track
him down after his escape. Regardless, while I agree with you
about
the black market potential, the real money lies in the chemical agents
he's
enabling us to develop and perfect."
"A valid point. It would certainly tip the scales in our favor,
having our own people immune to the very thing that's causing the enemy
to drop like
flies!"
"I overheard the Director speaking to someone in Lebanon. There's
an investor in the Middle East with a bottomless purse. I'm
telling
you, the sky's the limit. Whoever winds up in control of those
compounds has the future of the world in the palm of their hand!"
An icy finger of fear was stabbing at his spine, and Logan growled as
three men and two women, each wearing surgical scrubs, entered the room
and began bustling around him. They paid no attention to his
warning, and a metal cart was wheeled over to
the table, its surface covered with glittering surgical instruments,
the very sight of them - lined up in precise rows, like
soldiers - making his mouth go dry. A blinding light
snapped on overhead, stabbing his eyes and making them water. One
of the women began swabbing his abdomen with
something cold and medicinal-smelling. An I.V. was inserted
into
his arm, but no anesthesia was administered; he remained wide
awake
and totally coherent. One of the men picked up a
scalpel. Oh,
God, no.... Please, not again. It's -- they're gonna cut
me...Fuck! It's happening again.....Noooo!
Not wanting to watch but unable to look away, he braced himself as the
blade was lowered, clamping his teeth down on his tongue and tasting
blood, writhing against the familiar, searing pain, bile rising in his
throat as he felt the
layers of skin and muscle being separated....
"Here, take a look for yourself - I guarantee you'll never witness
anything like this again. Infuckingcredible. No matter how
many times I
remove these, they'll just keep growing back...."
*/FLASH/*
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Marie bolted upright with a gasp, heart hammering in her chest.
Feeling her gorge rise, she grabbed blindly for the wastebasket under
her nightstand, clutching the rim with white knuckles until her dry
heaves had finally passed. Blinking the tears back rapidly, she
collapsed with a groan against the pillows again, taking deep breaths
in an effort to calm her racing heart and praying fervently that her
stomach was through with its gymnastics. Dear
God.....what--?
A shuffling sound to the right caught her attention. Turning her
head, she realized there was a dark figure standing in the partially
open doorway.
Logan.
Without realizing she was moving, she threw back the covers and got up,
padding over to him on shaky legs, able to make out his features in the
dimness
only with the aid of his borrowed enhanced senses. Stopping less
than
three feet away from his slightly hunched over form, she bit her lip,
wanting
to help but unsure of exactly how to proceed.
"Logan?"
His only response was a muffled groan. Stepping a little closer,
she realized he was wearing only the boxers she'd bought for him and
he was shivering, but clearly not from the temperature. The
cottage
was comfortably warm.
It was obvious that he'd had another nightmare and Marie wondered if it
had been the same one she'd just experienced? The grisly images
were
still deeply etched in her mind but - no matter how horrific they
seemed
to her - she knew it was only the tip of the iceberg compared to the
affect
they must be having on Logan....afterall, he'd already suffered through
the
actual procedures! She could see that his complexion was chalky
and
he wasn't at all steady on his feet, which only magnified her
concern.
Pursing her lips, she tamped down her own renewed nausea and made a
quick
decision.
"C'mon," she told him, grasping his arm gently but firmly above the
elbow - Just in case the claws decide to put in an unscheduled
appearance! - and pulling him across the room to the bed. His
movements were sluggish, but he allowed himself to be led without
protest. She guided him around to the side and up toward the
pillows before sitting him down, his long legs hanging almost comically
over the edge. When he still hadn't said anything, head bowed and
continuing
to shiver, she sat carefully next to him, her hand still resting firmly
on
his arm.
"Logan? It's Marie. You're okay now...." Duh?
Obviously he's not okay....Still, I gotta bring him back to reality
here, make him see that it was just a dream....
He started to say something, and then quickly shook his head, a shudder
passing through his body. She began lightly rubbing his forearm,
the
soft hairs tickling her palm.
"Logan, please....talk to me. You had another nightmare...."
He risked a glance over at her and there was no mistaking the pain and
misery in his eyes. Looking downward again, he mumbled
"...'Sorry."
Unaware she was doing it, Marie's gentle rubbing of his forearm had
progressed to include his wrist and hand as well. " It's
okay. Don't apologize - you have nothing to be sorry for."
She searched for and captured his
gaze. "What can I do to help?"
He swallowed hard, hating himself for his weakness and for asking, but
unable to stop.
"Th-that."
Marie frowned, confusion etched on her features. "What?"
He gave a sharp nod. "Wh-what you're doin'."
She glanced at her hand on his, her fingers lightly rubbing between his
knuckles, and then slowly raised her eyes to stare at him in
surprise.
"You mean....touching you?"
Logan nodded gruffly and looked away from her again, his powerful frame
shivering once more. He hated himself because what he wanted -
needed
- he had no right to ask of her. He held his breath, miserable,
steeling
himself for her response, not knowing what he would do if she rejected
his
request.
"My touching you.....helps?" Her voice was gentle, tinged with
sadness. She knew it did, but to hear him admit it made her heart
ache.
"Y-yeah..." He closed his eyes, murmuring, "It...helps a
lot."
Marie bit her lip, blinking quickly to ward off the tears that were
threatening. "All right." She raised the hand that was held
in hers, palm and fingers curved downward, and gently grazed her lips
over the backs of his knuckles, much as he'd done to hers earlier that
day.
Jesus... Logan trembled, a low moan escaping his
throat. No one had ever done that to him before, and he
sure-as-hell wouldn't have expected it from someone who knew about the
deadly claws lying dormant just below the skin.
Placing his hands back in his lap, Marie reached out with her other
hand and tentatively stroked his heavily-whiskered cheek. She
marveled at the sensation of the bristly hairs pricking her fingertips.
Switching to the
other cheek and giving it equal attention, she couldn't help confessing
with
a grin, "I've been wanting to do that for awhile now..."
He didn't respond, but his shivering had abated and he was
unconsciously leaning toward her, his eyes closed, a low rumbling
emanating from his bare chest.
Marie's eyes widened. He's purring again. Just a small
caress does that to him. Wow....
An icy-cold finger of truth crept up her spine when it registered that,
while
he was no stranger to being groped and probed in
a sexual or clinical manner,
being touched in a caring way was completely foreign to
him. No
one has ever caressed him before, just because he needed it. Oh,
God....
At that thought, her eyes pricked with hot tears again. Not
now. He needs you to stay in control here....to be strong.
Concentrate on that. She slowly got up off the bed, prompting
him to open his
eyes and look at her. His brow furrowed and he started to say
something, but she smiled at him, shaking her head.
"Shhh....it's okay. I'm not going anywhere."
He grunted but didn't argue, continuing to watch her as she took the
blanket folded up at the end of the bed and dropped it on the floor
between his feet. Kneeling upon it, she settled herself between
his legs and placed her hands on his knees. As his eyebrow raised
in surprise, she smiled and said "Trust me, okay? Just relax...."
Logan frowned but tried to do as she requested, swallowing hard as his
gaze traveled over the generous view of her cleavage that the V-neck of
her nightshirt afforded him. When he'd asked her to touch him, he
hadn't meant in a
sexual way. Shit, she's gotta think I'm the world's
biggest asshole, only wantin' to jump her! With a soft
grunt, he struggled inwardly to control his body's automatic reaction
to her. Fuck....I do
wanna jump her, but I can't let her know that....
Marie took a deep breath and splayed her fingers, cracking a few of the
joints in the process. Okay, I can do this for him. I
am NOT going
to think about all that gorgeous bare skin under my fingers. Nope, not
thinking
about that at all.
Moving slowly, she began running her hands over one of his
lightly-furred calves. Applying a gentle but firm pressure with
her fingertips, she worked her way over every inch of his lower legs,
ankles and feet in a steady, circular motion. Adjusting her
position, she moved up to his thighs, glancing up at him to see if it
met with his approval.
Logan was leaning back on his hands, watching her from under hooded
eyes. She couldn't read the expression hidden in their depths,
but took his semi-relaxed stance and lack of protest as permission
enough to continue.
Tucking a wayward strand of hair behind her ear, she focused on the
muscular thighs in front of her. The downy hair was thinner here, and
softer, whispering against her palms. Mmm, he's so
warm.....and solid. She was careful, but not obvious,
about avoiding the heated flesh under his tented boxer shorts - There's
certainly nothing wrong with his plumbing! - concentrating her
efforts between the hem
and his knees. After she'd covered as much of the area as she
dared,
she sat back on her haunches and met his eyes.
"Logan? Is that--?" Her voice sounded unsteady and she
cleared her throat. "I mean....is what I'm doing okay?" I
know he
likes it, but I really need him to stay with me here....
"Yeah." It was more of a grunt than a word, but his expression
had softened. "It....it feels good."
"Okay." She breathed an inward sigh of relief. "I'll keep
going then. You just, uh, tell me to stop if it's not helping, or
if you want
something different.....all right?"
He nodded, unable to speak. I don't get it. How the
fuck does
she understand - how can she know what I need, when I ain't even sure
myself?
Marie leaned in slightly, splaying her hands across his stomach and
abdomen. The skin was softer here, but still wonderfully
firm. Wow, if
this feels half as good to him as it does to me, then he should be
feeling
pretty terrific about now! She could feel his breath
stirring
the hair at the crown of her head as he watched her. As her
fingers
moved around to his waist, he twitched and her head shot up to look at
him,
concern in her eyes.
"...'Tickles."
She smiled. "Sorry. I'll try not to do that anymore."
He shrugged, a sheepish expression on his face. "S'okay."
Resuming her attentions, she worked her way from his waistband upwards,
gently but firmly tracing and smoothing the ridges
of muscle. With
her fingers on his ribcage, she could feel his heart pulsing a steady
beat
just beneath. She risked a glance at
his face, only inches above hers,
and saw that his eyes were closed again, the taut lines around his
mouth
having all but disappeared. Taking that as a sign that she was
doing
something right, her hands continued their journey northward, slowly
kneading
his amazing chest and hard pectorals, the tag and chain around his neck
chiming
in with a soft 'clink' every now and then. Finally - realizing
that
she couldn't access any more of him while still on her knees - Marie
slowly
stood up. Logan's eyes opened immediately and she smiled to
reassure
him.
"Don't worry - I'm not done yet. I've just gotta stand up to
reach the rest of you."
He looked like he was going to say something, but instead simply
watched her maneuver between his knees, much the same way that she had
while drying him off after he'd accepted the invitation to come home
with her. He shivered at the memory.
"Logan....do me a favor?"
Snapping his attention back to the present, he saw that she was patting
the area just below her breasts. "Can you just, kinda, rest your
head
here? I need your shoulder muscles to be completely relaxed."
Again, his mouth went dry and he settled for a gruff nod. Damn,
I really
gotta get a grip, here.
She leaned in, closing the distance between them, and he felt his head
being pillowed against the soft warmth of her abdomen. Inhaling
the now-familiar scent of soap and something lemony, his heartbeat and
breathing slowed immediately in response.
Marie felt her heart constrict when the purring began again - ...and
I haven't even started on the back or head-rub yet! - She
placed her hands on his shoulders, probing them with her fingers until
she located the knots she'd known were there. Using her wrists
and thumbs, she concentrated
on working the tension out of the sinewy muscles, following up with her
palms
as she smoothed the skin from his upper back to his shoulder
blades.
The rumbling in Logan's chest increased, and his face burrowed further
into
her stomach, his arms creeping up to clasp around her hips. She
paused,
hating to interrupt the moment but wanting her efforts to have maximum
impact.
"Logan?"
"...Hmm-?"
"Not that I mind where your arms are at, but uh, this will work a lot
better if your muscles aren't all bunched up."
He raised his head abruptly, a sheepish expression on his face, and
dropped his arms back to his sides. "...'Sorry."
She smiled down at him. "That's okay. It's just that
raising your arms like that increases the tension in your shoulders,
and that kinda cancels out what I'm trying to do here."
She resumed her stroking and smoothing of his shoulders, her circles
gradually extending downward to the swell of his biceps. The side
of his face was resting against her stomach again, his whiskers
pricking her skin through the thin cotton of her nightshirt. As
the rumbling intensified, her lips curled into a smile. I
wonder if he's even aware he's doing that? It both
amused and delighted her that the sound he was
making was very similar to the throaty purring that Winston made when
he
was contented. He and that cat have an awful lot in
common....not
the least of which is the fact that they're both spoiled by me!
Marie balanced on her tiptoes, leaning over his shoulder so she could
knead the tightly corded muscles on either side of his spine, deriving
an immense feeling of satisfaction as she felt them loosening and
uncoiling. In her current position, her left breast was pressed
snugly against the side of his head, the part of him against her thigh
suddenly taking a great deal of interest in the situation. Logan didn't
shift or give any indication that he was overtly aware of, or even
embarrassed by, his body's reaction to her, so Marie continued to
ignore it as well. Don't flatter yourself, girl.
Yeah, okay....so certain parts of him are, uh, attracted to you.
But he's a guy.....he probably has that reaction when any red-blooded
female
is near him. Remember the woman at Wal-Mart?
Flushing at the memory, Marie gave herself a mental shake and
straightened up but remained standing between his legs. His
reactions a bit delayed, Logan groggily lifted his head to see why
she'd stopped. As he searched her face, she threaded her fingers
through the hair at his temples and began rubbing his skull gently,
working her way over the top and then down toward the nape of his
neck. His eyes seemed to glaze over and he dropped his
head back down, this time to her chest. She could feel the weight
of
his upper body leaning into her, his muscles almost completely lax
now. Good, total relaxation - that's exactly what I
was striving for. The insistent pressure at her thigh
belied that thought. Okay, well, almost total
relaxation, anyway....
She bit her lip in concentration while continuing to rub his head and
neck, alternating strokes and pressure. His forehead was resting
just below her collarbone now, his warm breath moistening the hollow
between her breasts. It was beginning to tickle and Marie stifled
the urge to scratch. His breathing had gradually become more
even, his heartbeat slow and steady. As the weight of his upper
body against hers increased, she suddenly realized he was starting to
doze off. Oh, great....'looks like I relaxed
him a little too well. Now I'm gonna have to wake him up!
Not wanting to startle him into unsheathing the claws, Marie slowly
ceased the movement of her fingers in his hair. As he continued
to lean against her, she figured a step back might also be in
order. As she carefully withdrew, the loss of her soft warmth
registered within Logan's subconscience and he began to stir, unaware
that he was bringing his arms up around her hips to hold her to him.
Marie grasped his forearms and gently extracted herself from his
embrace, meeting his gaze with an understanding smile as he raised his
head groggily to look at her, confusion on his face. He felt
light-headed, boneless and - except for the persistent erection he
still sported - he was positive he'd never been this relaxed in all of
his life....or at least in the parts that he could still remember with
any clarity.
"Logan --" Marie was speaking softly, leaning toward his
ear. "C'mon....let's get you into bed."
Still floating on a wave of endorphins, he closed his eyes and let her
swing his long legs up onto the bed and arrange one of the pillows
behind his neck, gently pulling the covers up to his chest. It
didn't even register that
she was putting him to bed in her room rather than on the couch.
As
he drifted, a faint rustling sound filtered through the haze of fog
enshrouding his brain and his eyes snapped open again as he realized
she was gathering her things and preparing to leave. Before he
was consciously aware of
it, his hand shot out and wrapped itself around her right wrist,
eliciting a startled gasp from Marie.
"Logan, what're you doing?"
He struggled up from the pillow, still grasping her wrist.
"D-don't go...."
She frowned. "You really need to get some sleep --"
She knew he wasn't completely coherent and she didn't want him having
any
regrets or feeling awkward in the morning.
"Please?" He hated himself for barely managing to keep the whine
out of his voice. He was a bastard for requesting anything else
from her - she'd already gone way above and beyond what he
deserved. He couldn't
remember ever wanting anyone to stay with him before, but this young
woman
had awakened something in him.....something long-dormant and presumed
dead.....and
now he just couldn't help himself. At the thought of her leaving,
Logan
could feel the cold rushing in to fill the place inside of him that
she'd
made warm with her caring. He wanted - no, needed - her sweet
presence,
But now she was going to leave him alone again - more alone than he'd
ever
been before in his life - and when she was gone the large, comfortable
bed
and clean-smelling blankets would mean absolutely nothing.....it would
be
just another in a long line of rooms and beds that he'd been alone in
and
couldn't even call his own.
Marie could plainly see the anguish in his eyes and hear the
self-loathing in his voice. He really hates feeling so needy
- it makes him vulnerable and people
have taken advantage of that in the past - but I think he's starting to
realize that he can't keep fighting his demons alone.... She
was humbled
that he was trusting her and - not wanting to make him feel worse about
asking - she shrugged and casually draped her robe over the rocking
chair a few feet
away from the bed. Swallowing hard, she nodded.
"Okay, then....I'll, uh, just sleep here tonight, if you're sure you
don't mind?"
He nodded wordlessly and fell back on the pillow, almost as if awaiting
her decision had sapped him of his strength. Marie flushed as he
scooted over in the bed to make room for her to climb in next to
him. As she plumped the pillow behind her head and tried to find
a comfortable position - trying desperately not to think about all that
warm, bare skin up against hers - he pulled the blankets up to swaddle
both of them. For several long moments, they both lay on their
backs in the darkness, listening to the
others' rhythmic breathing. Finally, Marie turned her head
slightly to study his profile, noticing his eyes were heavy-lidded but
still open.
"Logan?"
"...Yeah?"
"Are you....um - is everything okay now?"
Okay? He was so far from okay that he couldn't possibly find the
words to explain it to her. Instead, he slowly turned onto his
side, facing her, unable to completely disguise the pain in his
eyes. "It's.....better." He cleared his throat
gruffly. "...Thanks."
Marie angled her body toward him. "You're welcome. That's
what friends are for, remember?" She reached out and gently
cupped his whiskered cheek, smiling as he closed his eyes and leaned
into her touch once again. Propping herself up on her right
elbow, she continued stroking his cheek, working her fingers slowly
through the thick hair at his temple, nervously trying to tamp down her
increasingly lusty thoughts about the warm body only inches away from
hers, clad in nothing more than boxer shorts and bare skin.
Without realizing she was doing it, she leaned toward him, breathing in
the smell of her soap that he'd used to wash with and the natural,
masculine scent
that was all his own. Down, girl. Just stay
focused on what
he needs right now and quit thinking with your libido!
Enveloped by the darkness, Logan smelled the change in her scent and a
smile
tugged at his lips, but he was too exhausted to even think about the
implications.
In little more than a minute, his deep, rhythmic breathing indicated he
had
fallen asleep.
Marie lay back down, careful not to jostle him, content in the
knowledge that she'd been able to give him some peace, however
momentary. Sleep was not quick to reclaim her, however, as she
lay awake with the images from the nightmare cycling through her mind,
desperately trying to figure out a
way to help him uncover the answers he was seeking and somehow regain
at least
some of what he'd lost.
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Posted April 2002